或许。错了

或许，我被蒙住了~~~
或许，我不够了解~~~
或许，你对了

或许，我真的错了

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庆幸善忘，让我对以往的回忆模糊

Was It Something I Didn't Say

Spending another night alone
Wondering when I'm gonna ever see you again
Thinking what I would give to get you back baby
I should have told you how I felt then
Instead I kept it to myself
I let my love go unexpressed
'Till it was too late
You walked away

Was it something I didn't say
When I didn't say "I love you"
Was it words that you never heard
All those words I should have told you
All those times, all those nights when I had the chance to
Was it something I did't say

Always assumed that you'd be there
Couldn't foresee the day you'd ever be leaving me
How could I let my world slip through my hands baby
I took for granted that you knew
All of the love I had for you
I guess you never had a clue
'Till it was too late
You walked away

All the words were in my heart
They went unspoken
Baby now my silent heart is a heart that's broken
I shoulda said so many things
Shoulda let you know you're the one I needed near me
But I never let you hear me

朋友

不祈求你开心时与我分享
只盼当你伤心难过时我陪着你渡过
虽然我不知道是什么一回事
但只要你不说，我就不问
那是我对你的尊重
“开心的事不会永远都不完”
“不开心的事亦不会是一世”
时间会把那伤感冲淡

坚信。支持

要控制自己，很困难
要改变自己，不容易
不想眼睁睁看着你往下错
只想亲眼看到你朝对的方向前进
远距离的你和我
开始陌生，甚至不了解对方了
但，只要你说“没有”
我就相信你...

回头

是你把我带到这世界上
我的生命属于你,也属于我
你放手让我看这世界
我看到了,也经历了
这一路来,无论多么困难
我都会努力熬过去
绝不让你伤心及难过
若生命轮我控
无论再苦
我都会为你而活......

过渡期

以前，我是多么的仰慕你
如今，我却不觉得你怎样
以前，我们是无话不谈
如今，我却不想跟你多说一句
以前，我们是如此的靠近
如今，我却想你离我远一点

以前，我以为不能谈的
如今，却成了知己...

很多事情，都是我们无法掌控的
不想如此的冷酷
但又无法逼自己回到过去
难道这只是一个过渡期？
抑或是我看到的负面太多？
又或者我太了解？
随它去吧！

同一个人

最令我感到讨厌的人：
1. 那不问自取的人
2. 那整天爱打扰的人
3. 那小心眼的人
4. 那自私的人
5. 那自以为是的人

# 开口问别人的允许，真的有那么困难？
觉得没面子？什么鬼想法？
为什么总爱趁别人走开了，才悄悄地...
讨厌如此的行为。

The Curious Case of Benjamin Button

"I was born under unusual circumstances." And so begins "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button," adapted from the 1920s story by F. Scott Fitzgerald about a man who is born in his eighties and ages backwards. A man, like any of us, who is unable to stop time. We follow his story set in New Orleans from the end of World War I in 1918, into the 21st century, following his journey that is as unusual as any man's life can be - a grand tale of a not-so-ordinary man and the people and places he discovers along the way, the loves he finds, the joys of life and the sadness of death, and what lasts beyond time.

In the film, Benjamin, born a wrinkled, arthritic infant, is abandoned by his father and lives in a nursing home for seniors with a young African-American named Queenie, whom he calls Momma. When he is twelve years of age, he meets a girl named Daisy who believes him when he says that he is aging in reverse. They fall in love and later have a child after many various events and occurences. The film ends with Daisy, at this point an old woman, cradling a baby Benjamin, who has all but forgotten her.

笑

你的笑
是我最想看见的
看到你的笑，我也随着你...笑了

你的笑
是我最难以忘怀的
回想你的笑...我不禁又笑了

你的笑
是可爱的
听到你的笑声，我会快乐

欢乐时，我会尽情的大笑
难过时，我会扬起嘴微笑
悲伤时，我会皮笑肉不笑

爱一个人很难

你说你还是喜欢孤单
其实你怕被我看穿
你怕属于我们的船
飘飘荡荡靠不了岸
事到如今没有答案
我的真心为你牵绊
不管相见的夜多么难堪
简简单单的说
爱是不爱
想要把你忘记真的好难
思念的痛在我心里纠缠
朝朝暮暮的期盼
永远没有答案
为何当初你选择一刀两段
听你说声爱我真的好难
曾经说过的话风吹云散
站在天平的两端
一样的为难
唯一的答案
爱一个人好难

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“不明白为什么你说变就变”
“不明白你为什么就是可以那么的狠心”

付出太多感情的那一方
往往就会比较多疑问
也会特别的难过
是别人所不能了解的痛
就当作是成长中学习的一页吧

恋爱让人变得多疑
恋爱让人常生气
恋爱变得失去自己

这一页，真的尝过太多遍了
喜欢一个人可能就在不知不觉中
要忘记那个不喜欢你的人
真的很困难
但一旦能放下
感觉自在
不想再踏入这痛苦的游戏了

CHERISH IT

Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world.

Jasmine: I think so... All of my friends have boyfriends & we are the only 2 persons left in this world without any special someone in our lives.

Daniel: Yup! I don't know what to do.

Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game.

Daniel: What game?

Jasmine: I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days & you will be my boyfriend.

Daniel: That's a great plan in fact, I don't have anything to do for the following weeks.

DAY 1:
They watched their first movie together & were both touched in the romantic film.

DAY 4:
They went to the beach & had a picnic... Daniel & Jasmine had their quality time together.

DAY 12:
Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they went to a Horror Horse... Jasmine was scared and she tried to touch Daniel's hand but by accident she touched someone else's and they both laughed...

DAY 14:
They saw a fortune teller down the road and asked for their future. The fortune teller said: 'My darlings, please don't waste the time of your lives... spend your time together happily.' Then tears flow from the teller's eyes.

DAY 20:
Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor... Jasmine mumbled something.

DAY 28:
They rode on a bus and because of the bumpy road, Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident.

DAY 29:
11:37 pm
Daniel and Jasmine were sitting in the park where they first decided to play this game...

Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine... do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one... I'll just go down the road.

Jasmine: Apple juice would be fine, thanks.

Daniel: Wait for me...

20 minutes later... a stranger approached Jasmine.

Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?

Jasmine: Yes, why? What happened?

Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel & he is critical in the hospital.

11.57 pm
The doctor came out from the emergency room & handed out an apple juice & a letter to Jasmine.

Doctor: We found this in Daniel's pocket.

Jasmine read the letter which says:
Jasmine, this past few days, I realized you are really a cute girl & I am falling for you... your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game... & before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of my life. I love you, Jasmine...

Jasmine crumples the paper & shouted...
'Daniel! I don't want you to die... I love you... Remember that night we saw a meteor? I mumbled something... I wished that we would be together forever & never end this game. Please don't leave me, Daniel... I love you, you cannot do this to me.

Then the clock strikes 12
Daniel's heart stop pumping
THEN IT WAS THE 30th DAY...

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Always love your loved ones & show them how you feel before it's too late... You will never know when they will be gone from your embrace... If you were given a time to bestow petals of everlasting compassion & love to your love ones, today is the day. Love them while they are still here....

情人节

相信吗？我从未渡过情人节
以前的情人节，我总是没当作一回事
就像普通日子般渡过了
这次的情人节，让我有一丝丝感觉
哈哈....
昨天，第一个惊喜
今天，又另一个惊喜
感觉到，在我认为没人留意我的时候
原来有人会在另个角落想着我

但愿天下有情人终成眷属

祝：09年情人节快乐！！！

缘2

從前有個書生, 和未婚妻約好在某年某月某日結婚.
到那一天,未婚妻卻嫁給了別人. 書生受此打擊, 一病不起.
家人用盡各種辦法都無能為力, 眼看奄奄一息.
這時, 路過一游方僧人, 得知情況, 決定點化一下他.

僧人到他床前, 從懷裡摸出一面鏡子叫書生看.
書生看到茫茫大海,一名遇害的女子一絲不掛地躺在海灘上.
路過一人, 看一眼, 搖搖頭, 走了….
又路過一人, 將衣服脫下, 給女屍蓋上, 走了…..
再路過一人, 過去, 挖個坑,小心翼翼把屍體掩埋了…………
疑惑間,
畫面切換. 書生看到自己的未婚妻. 洞房花燭,
被她丈夫掀起蓋頭的瞬間…
書生不明所以.

僧人解釋道,
那具海灘上的女屍, 就是你未婚妻的前世.
你是第2個路過的人, 曾給過他一件衣服. 她今生和你相识,只為還你一個情.
但是她最終要報答一生一世的人,是最後那個把她掩埋的人,那人就是他現在的丈夫.

書生大悟,
唰地從床上做起, 病癒 !
幾年前, 初戀的愛人去世時, 我痛不欲生.
有朋友就找來這故事開導我,讓我釋懷不少.
也許, 她來到這個世界上,就是為了還我一片情吧..
她做完了她想做的事, 就走了.
以後,我都用這個故事開導身邊的朋友.

緣這個東西, 是最不可思議的.
電影‘不見不散‘的主題曲這樣唱道:

‘這世界說大就大,說小就小.
就算是我們今生的約定, 也要用一生去尋找….’
緣分這東西不可強求. 該你的, 早晚是你的:
不該你的,怎麼努力,也得不到.
但無論任何時候, 我們都不要絕望.
不要放棄自己對真, 善, 美的愛情追求.

人生的價值, 在某種意義上講, 就是愛和被愛的成熟.
當真愛來臨, 如果也就成熟了.
隨緣…………
　隨意…………
..
　　隨遇……….

透气

今天，真的是非常忙碌的一天，从早上的课到中午。中间空的时间亦不能好好休息，因为要准备下午的一个陈述。午课过后就赶着去地狱式训练，真的好累，好辛苦。由于出力过渡，导致轻微受伤了，哈哈...我未免也太过用心了。练习完后又冲冲回家，换了件上衣，又冲冲赶去考试了。9.30Pm（此刻）是我可以为今天休息的时候。现在的心情总算轻松点，嘻嘻！！！因为我一星期前所做的，所担心的，所害怕的，都是为了今天。虽然噩梦未完全结束，但今天的我总算度过了第一个噩梦。:)

其实很感激，在我最担心，害怕的日子里，我得到许多鼓励及支持。想起来，真的要谢谢那个教我怎么面对困难的人，那个教我怎么克服紧张的人，那个给意见我的人，那个鼓励我的人，哈哈!!! 感恩

今天

聊天室1：
有时候，当你发现错了
那就等于不能再回头了
有时候，当你觉得不应该
可是，却做了
永远无法收回
若能重来，我...不会
“对不起”已经不再有意义了

聊天室2：
别人说你能，而你却说不能
那就等于“能”
别人说你能，而你也说能
那就“一定能”
别人说你不能，而你却说不能
那就“肯定不能”
别人说你不能，而你却说能
那就等于“不能”

聊天室3：
任性，只会伤害了自己，伤害了别人
忘记，可能不容易
但愿...一切都好